I found that I didn't get over depression. I had only convinced myself that I was over but not true. As I walk the sea of people in this city, I realize that sometimes my mind travels back and forth to the pain. Sometimes she tries to get stuck in the present moment without pain, without despair, but it hurts just the same. And almost always ends up going back to the past. Sometimes I try to travel into the future but it looks dark, dark, as if I'm driving a car in a heavy fog and not realizing anything ahead. So I hit her, hit her again... in the depression.And you cannot live in peace with yourself just because you have abandoned reflection or because you have decided to alienate yourself. Virtue lies in the ability to think, to establish the differences between actions. This virtue I found when I finally discovered that I cannot judge David, my tormentor, under the moral or legal realm. No one is guilty or innocent. What you do with the pain of depression speaks much more about who suffers it than who motivated it... So the bottom line of this story is: the return of Depression and the need for self-forgiveness and forgiveness.
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