The self-downputting comes from marching to a different reality/being misunderstood constantly. Those who conform/get along with pack, tribe or klatch don't feel like this seeing self as a lost case. Eventually they'll put genius in a class all his own but in the meantime life is hell if weak/not bold. Take your time, do it right. You'll spring up as savior in your field and all will know your name, aye. You swam in muddy waters like in California...
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