fractured heartbeats: a poetry collection

By R M Estrada

a compilation of poems focusing on love, loss, and recovery. i've yet to make friends with the demons inside me. they insist on battle instead, offering me the sad semblance of a choice. she screeches that i'm not good enough. he threatens to never leave. they hang a black cloud over me. and fill me with the chatter of insecurities. they dare me to live like this. to go on as if nothing is wrong. sometimes i win. and their voices mean nothing. nothing is wrong, and my life is a ghost of "how it's supposed to be." sometimes i am not so lucky. and i wonder why i still fight. it gets tiresome, to be locked in constant turmoil. but i can still say i haven't lost the war. even though i've suffered many stumbles. and that's good enough for me.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1725520915
• ISBN13: 9781725520912
• Release Date: August 2018
• Publisher: Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
• Length: 38 Pages
• Weight: 0.15 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.1" x 6.0" x 9.0"