For months I remained in a war against the closest of my kind, backstabbers who just kept stabbing me from behind in attempt to lift up their own pride. I've had what I originally believed to be my own family prove to my face that I really Was born an orphan. Perhaps some of the vital reasons that people choose to have us by their side is for their own selfish benefits. Perhaps this Covid 19 corona virus pandemic was most essencial for this one realization...