What happens when a lifelong Mormon boy who craves approval, battles anxiety, and stumbles through toxic relationships finally decides to break the mold-and himself open? Faith in Flames Hope in Flight is the unflinchingly honest, darkly funny, and ultimately hopeful memoir of Christopher E. Ellis, who spent three decades chasing perfection in a faith that demanded it, only to discover that real strength comes from embracing imperfection.
From awkward first kisses and anxiety-ridden crushes to chaotic nights working with at-risk youth, Chris recounts his journey through two marriages, the suffocating weight of religious expectations, and the painful process of learning to love himself. Along the way, he confronts depression, navigates a crisis of faith, and wrestles with his deepest fears-all with a biting humor that turns heartbreak into catharsis.
Through it all, Chris finds unexpected healing in woodworking, honest friendships, and true love. This memoir is a raw exploration of mental health, religion, and relationships, offering hard-won lessons on resilience, self-acceptance, and the power of telling your own story. For anyone who's ever felt unworthy, trapped, or alone, Faith in Flames Hope in Flight is a testament that you can survive the fire-and learn to fly.