This is a fictional account of one woman's journey from her home in Hungary into that unimaginable nightmare, one that places her in the paths of Josef Mengele and Irma Grese and, over a nine month period of imprisonment in the Birkenau death camp, challenges her ability to not only remain alive and sane but to remain human. Though surrounded by death and faced with the likely loss of her entire family, she refuses to collapse into fear and resignation before her captors; refuses to relinquish her mind and soul to them; refuses to become like them by returning their hatred with hate. Instead, she tries to understand them in an attempt to comprehend how "a civilized people" could produce the monsters which the Nazis so brutally demonstrated themselves to be.