To want. To need. To yearn. To please. Without love it can be hard to breathe. This is Existential Love. Death Diary Lost in the Fall is a poetic journey through the dark. Spiraling down and reading darkness, sexual fantasy, existential love, falling, death, and the beyond is an intense experience. These poems or tales from the other side will both challenge and comfort anyone lost, broken, and struggling. For those comfortable in the dark, this will be home. For everyone else, this book will provide insight to an unfamiliar world. Please read responsibly.