Dad, I Can't Hold This in Anymore: A Truth I've Never Had the Courage to Say

By Ayhan Yagci

Dad, I Can't Hold This In Anymore

A Truth I've Never Had the Courage to Say

There are words we never got to say. Questions we never got to ask. Moments we longed for that never came.

This deeply personal book is a raw and heartfelt letter from a child who grew up feeling invisible in the shadow of an emotionally absent father. Through honest storytelling, it explores the silent ache of not being seen, heard, or known - and the lifelong impact that silence leaves behind.

Across its chapters, you are taken through the author's journey from childhood to adulthood - from empty seats at school plays and graduations to years of building walls to survive the pain of being overlooked. It's not about blaming or bitterness. It's about finally breaking the silence.

Readers will see what it's like to:
- Grow up in a home where presence felt like absence
- Carry unspoken grief for a relationship that never fully existed
- Question their worth and identity in the absence of validation
- Learn to release the need for someone who never showed up
- Begin to heal, reclaim their voice, and choose self-acceptance

This book is for anyone who has ever waited for a father's love that didn't come, who has felt the hollow echo of being unseen, and who is ready to let go of the silence that shaped them.

It's not a confrontation. It's a beginning.
A mirror.
A long-overdue conversation.

And most of all - it's proof that you are not broken for needing love.

You were always enough. You still are.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0FRXP8G7V
• ISBN13: 9798266217386
• Release Date: September 2025
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 110 Pages
• Weight: 0.35 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.2" x 6.0" x 9.0"