Coming home to Self: The Adopted Child Grows Up

by Nancy Newton Verrier and Nancy Verrier

Book Overview

Coming Home to Self is a book about becoming aware. It is written for all members of the adoption triad: adoptees, birth parents, and adoptive parents as well as those who are in relationship with them, including professionals. It explains the influence imprinted upon the nuerological system and, thus, on future functioning. It explains how false beliefs create fear and perpetuate being ruled by the wounded child. It is a book which will help adoptees...

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 0963648012
• ISBN13: 9780963648013
• Release Date: March 2003
• Publisher: Verrier Publishing
• Length: 506 Pages
• Weight: 1.50 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.9" x 6.0" x 8.8"

Customer Reviews

Should Be Read by Every Mental Health Care Provider

"Coming Home to Self" is an excellent follow-up to "Primal Wound" for those who want to know, "Where to from here?" It's heavier reading, to be sure, and should be approached studiously. In doing so, however, one finishes with a wealth of information on what happened to us when we were separated from our mothers, how it has impacted our lives, and how we can stop surviving and start living. There's so much here that it's impossible to summarize. Suffice to say I was both abandoned as a baby and then adopted children, and certainly wish I had read Verrier's books before doing the latter. It would have made the experience far easier and, hopefully, helped avoid many of the traps she writes about--and that I experienced. This, and "Primal Wound," should be read by every mental health care professional.

A must-read for all adoptee's

I have found Coming Home to Self to be the perfect follow-up to Primal Wound. Whilst Primal Wound acknowledges and unfolds the affect of adoption on the triad members: Coming Home to Self provides members of the triad with the necessary skills to move forward. It provides extensive and perceptive coverage of the issues surrounding adoption and has become my close companion. It can easily be dipped into according to the need of the moment and provides sound advice to the reader. I find Nancy's voice throughout to be at once professional and warm and often find myself smiling at the encouraging, sometimes challenging comments interspersed which second guess what the reader may be thinking, they so often catch me out! This book is the kind of book which takes brokeness, acknowledges it with great empathy and then goes the next step: it provides the guidelines for putting that brokeness back together.

A Must Read For All Members of the Adoption Triad

As a birth mother, this book was not only gut wrenching, but so enlighting. Everyone in the Adoption Triad must reconize him or herself at one point in this all too powerful book. For any member of the triad to deny the trauma a baby taken away from it's mother at birth will carry for the rest of his/her life is to live in a cave. Although Birth mothers have always known the pain of adoption, thanks to this book,and Verrier's insight as a adoptive mother herself, hopefully the adoptee will reconize his/her issues in life, such as the anger, guilt, rage, sorrow, and joy. To keep an open mind when picking up this book, is to find healing, compassion, and understanding of all members of the tiad. Cindy Dutton/Birthmother

Great resource for all who are touched by adoption!

Verrier takes you a quantifiable textbook-like journey of healing. She starts off by reviewing the traumatic effects of being separated from one's mother at the beginning of life and the impact of adoption on the brain. She then talks about anger, rage, guilt, shame, sorrow, joy, and many other emotions that adoptees experience and why. She then tackles head on what we adoptees can do about our pain in order to find our authentic self. She illustrates how important taking responsibility for our actions are paramount, how periodic "reality checks" are crucial to make sure that we are not reacting to our childhood trauma. Boundaries are a good thing and always being aware of our effect on others should remain in the forefront of our minds. One of my favorite chapters is A Definition of Terms. She points out how adoptees often misinterpret approval as love, observation as criticism, empathy as collusion, boundaries as rejection, different as wrong, disappointment as betrayal, and caring for intrusion. We must remember that just because somebody doesn't agree with us, it doesn't mean they weren't listening or that they don't care. She reminds us that when our friend cannot accept our invitation to dinner it is not a betrayal, but simply a disappointment. Verrier also discusses reunion issues for the birth parent, adoptive parent, and siblings/spouses of triad members which is helpful for all triad members to see how the others side(s) feel. She does not shy away from difficult topics such as Genetic Sexual Attraction, difficult relationships with birth/adoptive family members, spiritual concerns, and how to deal with the adoptee in your life. Overall, this book has the feel of a resource book that can be accessed again and again, depending on the adoption issue that is pressing at the moment.(...)

Powerful resource for understanding adoption issues

"Coming home to Self" (The adopted child grows up) This is a book of great depth and investigation into the experience of being adopted, and is an invaluable tool to understanding and healing for adopted people, their family of origin and adoptive family. Verrier presents accessible information of the way the brain changes when children are separated from their mothers at birth, and how they build a false self in order to survive, yet how this false self serves them not, as they become adults.She speaks about adoptees retaining the fight or flight mode because they are unwittingly always affected by their initial separation trauma. How the false self that mantles many adoptees, also prevents them from having authentic relationships and makes intimacy difficult. The adoptee who uses the false self to prevent further pain, building impenetrable walls around their hearts, are also isolated by them.This book is challenging, as it encourages the adopted person to recognise their choice to remain in victim mode and encourages them to take responsibility for their effect on others. Verrier points out that adoptees are often insensitive with others, yet ultra sensitive to any comments or action that they see might be derogative to themselves ...in fact, sometimes their agenda colors everything anyone says as potentially negative, and they may be always ready to rail against it. Verrier points out that this is because of the initial trauma of separation from the mother, which has kept the adoptee in a traumatised state.Verrier encourages adoptees to reassess what is really happening in their present situation, in order for them to start healing their relationships and their lives. This is powerful writing with clear and thoroughly researched insight.Lina Eve http://home.austarnet.com.au/linaeve/