As Long as You Stay
A Novel About Love, Silence, and Staying
It begins quietly.
A glance.
A moment.
A feeling too big for a heart that doesn't yet know how to hold it.
He is a teenager like many others. And yet completely different.
Too calm for the chaos of school.
Too sensitive for the loudness of the world.
Too vulnerable to speak the truth he's known for so long: he likes boys.
And he's afraid of what will happen if anyone finds out.
At school, there is silence, whispers, exclusion.
At home, there's a different kind of silence-the quiet kind that hurts, even when no one raises their voice.
Between cold dinners and short conversations, he struggles not to lose himself.
But eventually, that's not enough.
Because what do you do when your heart feels something you can't explain?
When longing grows louder than fear?
When friendship slowly becomes something stronger than any game of hiding?
And when the world suddenly strikes back-with words, with looks, with violence?
As Long as You Stay is a deeply moving LGBTQ+ coming-of-age novel about a gay teenager navigating shame and hope, closeness and loss, slowly discovering who he really is. It is a story about growing up in a world that sometimes feels too small-and about the power of love that begins to shine, even in secret.
For anyone who has ever felt different.
For anyone who has ever loved without knowing if they were allowed to.
For anyone who wants to stay, even when it gets hard.
A sensitive, poetic novel about being gay, first love, fear and courage-and about what it means to stop hiding who you are.