All You Have Given: Meditations on War, Peace & Reconciliation

By Don Blackburn

In 2004, I returned to Viet Nam to fulfill a vow -- a vow to try and make up for the harm my country and I had caused during the war. I came to Viet Nam as a naive 20-year-old, determined to serve my country, without sacrificing my moral integrity. I had no idea how impossible that would be. This book chronicles only a bit of the incredible sorrow and suffering I witnessed, only a bit from the many years I struggled to cope with the resulting disillusionment, anger and guilt. Most of the book deals with my ongoing efforts at reconciliation, and how the Vietnamese people, and the land itself, have guided me, comforted, and encouraged me along the way. The book is about what is possible, about looking forward, without forgetting the past.But really, what was it that brought me back to Viet Nam after 37 years? Was it the vow? Or was it the beautifully haunting song of a young Vietnamese woman who lost her lover to war? Was it the soul-wrenching cry of a village grandmother who lost everything to smoke and fire? Or was it the wise words of an old fisherman who said the crickets' song would call me back?Whatever the reason, I finally returned. Viet Nam is now my second home. I have Vietnamese family and many Vietnamese friends. I do good work with good people; many of them are also war veterans. These once young soldiers would not recognize the old men of peace they have become. But they and the Vietnamese people will never forget how much was lost, how much was given.Fifty percent of this book's profits go to humanitarian projects in Viet Nam, namely the Friendship Village Project in Van Canh, near Hanoi (vietnamfriendship.org); VAVA (vava.org.van); and Duc Son Pagoda/Orphanage (email: chuaducson [at] vnn.vn).

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1456327860
• ISBN13: 9781456327866
• Release Date: January 2011
• Publisher: CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform
• Length: 124 Pages
• Weight: 0.53 lbs.
• Dimensions: 9.0" x 0.3" x 6.0"