Sex is an addiction for some people. Not me. I use it to torture myself.
The online site I use requires both parties to have a safe word you can use to stop things at any point.
I know hooking up with strangers is dangerous. However, it's the only way I can lose myself, and I need to lose myself because I can't stand my life anymore. Meeting up with these strangers lets me forget everything - and I have so much to forget.
Then one night I met up with the wrong guy.
And my life has become a living hell.
But he doesn't know me. He doesn't know that I NEVER give up. He doesn't know what I'm capable of....