In Abused Women in the Bible, you will find out that you are not alone in what you are going through or have been through.
God is a good God who is waiting to free you from the abuse that keeps you fearful, depressed, or feeling worthless. God loves you (John 3:16), can heal you (Psalm 147:3), and deliver you (Psalm 34:17) from whatever type of abuse you are going through or have been through.