I lay there while he kept beating even after all the begging for him to stop it just seemed that it wasn't enough. "If it wasn't for your stupid piano performance then she would have still been here, it's all your fault!" My stepdad screamed at me. He always gave me a daily reminder of why everything is like this, he's not wrong it is my fault that my mom died. If I just didn't pressure her to come to my piano...