Not Me!: The World War II Memoir of a Reluctant Rifleman

By Alexander H. Hadden

Merriam Press Military Monograph 221. Sixth Edition (July 2012). What happens when an Ivy League preppy is suddenly dumped from a comfortable college environment into World War II combat as an infantry rifleman? Sandy Hadden well knew that he would find no glamour or glory in a foxhole, and for the first two years of his service managed to avoid answering that question. Knowing he would never be a hero, he said "Not me " to Air Corps flight training and "Not me " to dropping behind German lines in an OSS parachute. But like a moth to the flame, he was sucked into war's vortex. And so it was that in the early morning hours of December 16, 1944-the date personally picked by Hitler to launch his surprise Ardennes Offensive (the "Battle of the Bulge")-Hadden found himself exactly where he dreaded to be: in a front line foxhole with Baker Company of the 28th Division, stupefied by the first assault. This book explains how this came about and the horrors that followed. It tells of the terrifying German tank and artillery attacks, of the chaos of retreat and being reported as missing in action, of Baker's devastating losses and of the anguish of its men. And it goes on to document how almost miraculously the survivors rose above their "chickenshit" training, their misguided and even cowardly leadership, and especially their own terror to take the war to the Nazis. In doing so, it strips away the veneer and cant that cloaks most combat writing and lays bare what soldiers really think. The closing chapters are startling in their contrasts: as a new second lieutenant, Hadden is a staffer at the Potsdam Conference where he rubs elbows with Truman, Churchill, and Stalin, and he then spends a year of extraordinary occupation duty in postwar Berlin with side visits to romantic Paris. This book is unflinching in its look at combat. Its style is direct and unaffected, and it has the kind of real drama about it that comes from absolute authenticity. 32 photos; 3 maps; 3 appendices.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1478243619
• ISBN13: 9781478243618
• Release Date: July 2012
• Publisher: Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
• Length: 362 Pages
• Weight: 1.17 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.8" x 6.0" x 9.0"