LUCYI've always held my own. I'm determined. I'm happy. I'm strong. But not right now--right now I'm weak, pathetic.I screwed up. I screwed up in a way I can't fix. I destroyed someone. I stomped on a heart. I broke the one rule all women should live by. There's no coming back from it. Yet, I can't seem to find the strength to stop.Nicolai--that name, it ruins me.I tried to stay away. I fought so hard. I knew what he was, who he was. I knew what he...