Harmen - I never thought there'd be a day where I didn't have my mom and dad by my side, but it happened. Now here I am secretly in love with my best friend, while trying to keep up with a relationship that I'm not sure will ever make me truly happy. If I can't have Grayson as anything more than a friend, then that's something I will just have to live with. As my relationship with Brett becomes more serious I can't help the feeling that something...