This is the memoir of how I went from being an emotionally unhappy, fearful, candle-in-the-wind person to becoming a happy, calm, stable and well-balanced person. This is about the journey I took to get there which was a long, difficult ride but I finally arrived a much happier person. I took a hard look at what was going on inside of me and found out what triggered my pain and suffering. Looking back I realize the journey was so worth it.